Do you know the saying: "If you are able to reach perfect than the thing that you envisioned as perfect was never perfect." Not sure if there is a version of this in English but we use it often. Nothing is flawless, you can only learn to love it's flaws.
It is a beautifull dream. I always respected comic artist, specially ones that gave us Superheroes. Spider-Man always been my hero and lightened my childhood. So being a person who creates wonderfull universes us to explore. I tip my hat for them.
Feeling empty. I totally agree. I am writing stories since I was 10. I finished many stories. Even a few books. I wrote them because I loved writing. Although If you ask anyone ever read them, my only answer is 2 person. My best friend since age of 11 is one of them. Well other one... she kinda threatened me.
Keep up the good work.